older guys.

a few days back, i gotta know this guy who's in his late 30's. at first, i thought he was just like all the other older guys who mostly are perverts. but then he turned out to be very different. the way he talks, shows that he is a very matured guy. we started talking to each other from that day onwards. u guys mustve been thinking that im way outta my mind. i thought so too at first. when i think about it again, i said to myself, what is there to lose by befriending this guy. after all, we're just friends. i once, said to myself that i wouldnt wanna have any relationship with someone who is wayyyyy older than me. but ryte now, i doubt what i said cuz i just realized that i am easily attracted to older guys. i am not quite sure why. maybe because they are more matured and have more experiences in life therefore they know how to treat a girl right. this guy im talking about was married once and divorced a few years back. he's a chinese guy who converted to islam not long after his divorce. well, thats a brief about him. he always left me morning voice messages which i found so sweet. and not too forget all the good nite voice messages as well. i am trying very hard not too fall for this guy cuz my parents will go bezerk if i tell them about him, plus, i already have a boyfriend who i love dearly. just that i feel comfy with the way he treats me. maybe that is one of the reason why i like older guys. i might be easy, but i'm not cheap. that's an obvious thing about me. is it really bad liking a guy who is way older than u? will the relationship work? i have a friend back in primary school who i just met again a few months ago, her boyfriend is 31 and she's only 20. a lot of people wonder how can she manage a relationship with someone who's 11 yrs older? their relationship is coming to 3rd yr this september. and the guy already asked her to marry him. i hope they'll live happily ever after. she's really lucky tho. not everyone has a fairytale ending. so yeah. guess thats some stuffs about me for not updating the blog these few days. not that i met someone new, i actually met someone interesting who i thought i would never pay attention to. and i guess i better hit the sack now. ttyl. ttfn.

"the more you resist, the more they will come to you." abah.