au revoir nina. ]:

nina left for malaysia yesterday noon. she went back to malaysia for good. i was quite dissapointed because i couldnt go and see her at the airport. i had class. ]: nina used to live in paris and she used to come down to cherbourg often. she was like a sister to me. of all the malaysian people here in france, ieqa and i, we were closer to nina than to anyone else. why? i have no idea. is there no one else here in cherbourg that we can consider as a sister? the answer is NO! there were no one and never going to be someone i guess. exagerating? not really. there used to be some girls here but they were not that fun to be with. we were friends off course, but not that close. but with nina, we did everything together. we cooked, watched scary movies, went to the cinema, travelled, gossipped, laughed, shopped, really did everything together. a 20 yr old girl hangs out with a 12 yr old? lol. am i the one who's childish or is she the one who grows up too fast?
idk. but i do know that i'll miss her. its not that im not going to see her ever again. i will, probably, but maybe things are going to change. so i will treasure all the memories we had together and keep it as one of the sweetest moments of my life. [:

this is a crazy video of her on our last two days together.







i'll miss you. ]: