no tengo nada

When it comes to Malay dramas, I'm a bit behind lah, kan? I didn't really have time to watch all those dramas that people talked about. But anyways, that's not the point here. Angah urged me to watch Bella because one of the characters reminds her of me (go figure out which one), and since I have a lot of time to kill, I did. I watched all the 60 episodes. Anddddd guess whaaaaaat? I fell in love with Ako Mustapha! Head over heels, okay! Suka suka sukaaaaaaaa sangaaaaaat! He's physically attractive. Seriously! Yeah, I heard people saying that he's a bit chubbier than before. But that's what I like about him! A little bit of tummy and chubby cheeks. Cuteeeeeeeeee! I like! I've always liked chubby guys, well, at least with a bit of flesh. Why? Because they're huggable, like a bear. And I think I feel safer to be in the arms of the chubby ones than those skinny ones. So yeah, Ako Mustapha is loveeee! *drools*


Oh yeah, hellllllooooooo! :-) I am feeling super happy and very hyper today! I don't even know why. I've been busy, helping Mama with the chores all day long, but that doesn't stop me from being happy. And it's true, ignorance is bliss! You know why? All these while, I didn't have the heart to ignore people but now, I mean lately, I am damn proud to say that I'm able to be just as inconsiderate back. I hate being ignored, so, today, I know what it feels like; ignoring people. Ignore saya? Sila kan, lah! I couldn't care less. Not anymore. Tee hee~ Oh btw, I have no idea where did I put my cellphone. Tried calling it, but I guess I must've set it to silent mode. Oh, whatever.


I'm supposed to finish some of these stuffs in 7 days! I don't even know how am I going to do that. It's been 2 days and all I've eaten were like, 6 pills. And I have another appointment tomorrow afternoon (yes, I have to see the doc twice this week). What am I going to tell the doc? I always forget to eat the pills on time. Sheesh! Belum tua sudah cepat lupa!

Okay, I know, it's a longggg dragging update already. But I'm not finish, not yet. My current favourite song is Thanx 4 Nothin' by Mariah Carey. I've been listening to it all day! Maybe because that's how I feel lately. So, here's the lyrics!

Thanx 4 Nothin'

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Thanx for nothin'

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
You were just playin' a game

I can't even know what to say
I've been hurt I've been played
And I'm so shamed
I can't even cry it's that deep
You just lie and you cheat
Like it's nothin'

See you said that you loved me too
And so I trusted you
But I guess that subconciously I knew
But I didn't wanna face the truth
That I was only being used
And you was just frontin'
Hey boy, thanx for nothin'

I never knew enough about you babe
And I guess I only have myself to blame
Now I'm broken-hearted and shattering
Cause you were just playin' a game

Nothin' anyone could do to convince me babe
I was livin' in a lie just a masquerade
Now I only know that I'll never be the same
But you were just playin' a game

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Thanx for nothin'

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
You were just playin' a game

Every day and every night
I stay by the phone
Never go no place so just in case
You call I'll be home
Seems like what I do is
Think about our pseudo romance
While you're somewhere burnin' diesel
In the streets havin' laughs

Somebody say you know what I'm going thru
You been left with nothin' too
Too much you can't count on one hand
Singing 3,4,5,6
7 days a week you're drowning in tears
He was so insincere
Now you're layin' up in bed
Every night singing
Hey boy, thanx for nothin'

I never knew enough about you babe
And I guess I only have myself to blame
Now I'm broken hearted and shattering
Cause you were just playin' a game
Nothin' anyone could to convince me babe
I was living in a lie just a masquerade
Now I only know that I'll never be the same
But you were just playin' a game

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So thanx for nothin'

Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
So thanx for nothin'

Okay, okay I'm done. Are you happy now? LOL! Until then!

Juliette xx
Listening to : Thanx 4 Nothin' - Mariah Carey