the rainbow after the rain

I am supposed to be happy today because I am finally home. But au contraire, I just don't feel that way. I am tired. My legs hurt. I vomitted twice today. I was hugged and kissed by a total stranger I met on the tram named Enzo. I saw an old lady collapsed in front of me at the gare which made me want to cry. It was really sad. I feel sad. I feel sorry for her because she was alone. Hmm.

Why is it that I attracted so many strangers lately? Or as Le would put it, trashy guys? Like in a serious way. I can't go anywhere by myself. There will always be someone who will come and talk to me. 'Avec le temps comme ça, je peux dire que tu es mon deuxième soléil' (With this kind of weather, I can say that you are my second sun). WTH? I cannot stand this kind of people anymore. One more compliment will just make me go crazy. I feel like I'm living in fear. Fear of bumping into some strangers that will totally ruin my day.

Anyways, eventhough these bad things happened to me this week, there's something good that happened today. Something that made me happy, by someone who just made my day. [= Thank you very much. 29th February is a date to remember!

Juliette xx

p/s : 28 more days to go!

Listening to : Things I'll Never Say - Avril Lavigne